Luck-less 2014

Okay. So this is how the new year started.

I spent few days with few best guys I've ever know and turned out it was great. As I expected, which is at least I'm not stuck at home when year changes. Plus with my grades which are not that bad. Well, I should say 2014 started pretty good, without any shocking or bad news told until...........................this afternoon.

I forget I already mentioned about my internship before or not hahaha (blame my short term memory), but IT WAS CANCELLED. FREAKING TWO DAYS BEFORE THE-SHOULD-BE-MY-FIRST-DAY-WORKING. NICE, WELL PLAYED CORPORATE, WELL-PLAYED.

YES I'M A LIIIIITTLE BIT PISSED OF RIGHT NOW. LIIIIIIIIIIIIIITLE BIT. WHY? OH NOTHING, IT'S JUST BECAUSE OF THE INTERVIEW I MISSED MY HOLIDAY BOTH IN SINGAPORE AND DIENG, I DIDN'T COME BACK TO MALANG ASAP LIKE I ALWAYS DID, AND I WAS HAPPY! A REAL HAPPINESS WHICH I NEVER FELT BEFORE. NICE, RIGHT?

Little bit freaked out and called my mom, and cried. Hahaha that's that, my crybaby-ness.

Okay. I think it's enough to spill my anger to anyone I know and reckoned. I had enough of anger and sad. As usual, everyone just said: semangat. Bukan rezeki. Kok bisa?

I really appreciate those things but really, I am shocked and very very very disappointed towards them. So, I guess I'm sorry for what I did back hours ago which I think not very nice to people which really supported me.

Yeah God, You know what's best. I'm walking on your path and still very thankful towards everything that happened.