Empty

This summer holiday is just too much! So much happiness, laughter, experience, new friends. That's why the title is Empty. When you got happiness too much, then it leaves you, you just an empty shell. 

I've never felt so sad like this before. I thought I already adapted, fit in here, but this loneliness kills me from inside.

In Malang, when I woke up in the morning, there are my mom, my sister, my brother, my cousin, I have someone to talk to. I have something that I can do every morning. Even though it's just go to market, go to gym, at least I have companion. Even in Dubai I have Michelle, she had been my companion every time in Dubai. From morning to another morning. It's nice to have someone to talk to. I have my friends, who always be there when I'm bored. It's like, wherever you are you'll be with somebody who accompanied you.

This just too sad. My plan before at Depok for the first time is to blogged my story this holiday. But too sad to post something that happy.

Now I'm just complaining too much. Hahaha. Face it Mitha, this is your life.